Monday, August 11, 2014

Feel the "Burn"

Hello, if you haven't already make sure to check out my gear review post from this weekend.  It seems to be hidden a few posts down on my page but it full of pictures and information about all my beloved running gear! Gear Review
Doesn't everyone lie on the floor in a puddle after they run?

As I may have mentioned before I am currently going through a new running phase.  After my 11th race this summer I was starting to feel the "burn" as in burnout.  I realized I didn't want to run much and I definitely didn't want race or do track work.  I started feeling the urge to run without any timer of sorts and for whatever distance I pleased.  I wasn't surprised by this, this running season was the biggest I've had yet, so to burn out a bit near the end wasn't a huge surprise.  I did the mature thing and didn't sign up for a 10k I had been planning to do.  This is mature because normally I would have ignored my body and signed up anyways because its a race I really like.  However I do still have one more race this summer and its a doozy.  For some optimistic reason I signed up for a 16-17 mile trail race next weekend.  As most, this was a great idea in the Spring.  Thankfully there is a walking group for this adventure and my plan is to start out with them, 2 hours before the other runners, and walk the 6 miles up then run the 5 miles over before hiking back down.  Fingers crossed this works out!

Almost to the top, its a bit of a scramble!
Right now I am also having to stretch myself in uncomfortable ways in regards to running and more specifically my husband's running.  Prior to this summer my husband hated running and it was my "thing"  However after his first triathlon he started to enjoy it more when he realized he was pretty good at it.  Now he is on a month long running streak and is clocking in miles with 6's in front of them.  Its really quite irritating, but I am working on being honestly happy for him.  He is a great athlete and he is very dedicated to whatever he puts his mind to!  Marriage is always good at stretching you in new uncomfortable ways! 

At the top of Flat Top

This week is my first week back at work with all our staff, last week I came in early to get things prepped.  So its official summer is behind us and Fall is coming fast!  My husband goes back to work this week as well so soon we will be back to the regular schedule.  I admit I am already getting really excited for everything pumpkin and holiday events!  This last weekend of summer Kris and I were busy being outdoors enjoying the weather, we went mtn biking, running, swimming (in doors) and hiked a local mtn called Flat Top.  My muscles are feeling the good burn this morning!

Sweaty and happy!
Today I am going to get a quick run in at lunch and then hit the pool tonight, I'm getting back to it!

The views are okay here in Alaska ;)

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Random Life & Back to School

No race reports in the last couple weeks, I have been taking it easy as I think after a busy summer I am getting close to that fine line with burnout.  Life has been busy in other ways, my husband and I took a really fun trip to Seattle where we stayed at a great downtown hotel called the Moore Hotel.  I would highly recommend it.  Its cheap, funky and in a great location.  I hear it can be a bit noisy when there is a play on at the Moore theater, but we didn't experience that. 

Book Of Mormon
In Seattle we went to the Science Center and saw a great exhibit on Espionage.  I loved this exhibit as I was once offered a job with the CIA, but that's a story for another time!  We went to see the play the Book of Mormon, which was very funny and and very offensive, as to be expected.  We went to a Mariner game and as two huge baseball fans we were ecstatic!  The actual game was terrible, I think maybe 5 players even made it to second base!  Our last day in Seattle we met up with my mom, dad and grandma who live within a few hours and spent the day at the zoo.  We finished up our trip with pizza and wine on the beach at a friends home.  It was a beautiful sunny night and we just basked in the salty sea smell and sunshine on our skin while we watched the ferries go by.  Seriously magical.  I grew up on an island and really miss the sea life!

Seattle Mariners
After Seattle I got the notice that I could return to work earlier than my staff to get things in order, so it started to hit that summer was almost over.  In a panic my husband and I started working on all the house projects that somehow didn't get completed the previous 6 weeks that we were both off work.  We hung gutters, cleaned out rooms, organized the crawl space, built benches for our outdoor table and refinished furniture, phew!  It was an exhausting week but also satisfying as many other homeowners will understand. 
Family Usie

Now I am back at work trying to remember what I do for a living and get prepared so when the folks come back next week I will be calm, collected and ready to move forward...hopefully.

My projects!
On the running front things have been a bit funky.  Like I said I didn't do the 10k Alaska Classic that I love because I was just feeling a bit burned out.  After a hard summer of racing I think I have forgotten the joy of just running.  This realization is not terrible, I can switch back to a season of fitness running for fun, but there are two problems with this.  Two pretty silly problems but bear with me.  The first problem is as I have mentioned before I have a small battle with my weight that when I start to lose the battle I also start to feel like I have to run/exercise all the time as a punishment.  Yes I see the issue with this thinking but it is way too tied into some deep rooted self esteem issues that are too much to get into here.  The other issue is that my husband started running.  He used to hate running but now since he has realized he can run 7 minute miles he wants to run everyday.  I am really working on being supportive but when your married to someone who is amazing at everything its hard to handle when he starts being amazing at the one thing you always did.  I know I don't have a corner market on running, I'm really not even very good at it, but this new revelation has thrown me off a bit.

So that is where I am at right now.  A bit of an odd spot but I suppose that just sets me up for an exciting new change.  Fall is coming and I am ready for a new season. 

What running season are you in right now?  Training, racing, fitness, a break?